i'm sad, and cry is one of best treatment

ya Allah

I'm really sad

why the words so harst for me ?

I know you just make a stupidity joke with the fellow colleague

but, have you think about the others feelings?

have you think about "what will be happen if YOU/ your family/ gf / bff in my shoes"?

have you think of it?

definitely NO!!

and 

the story keep playing in my mind

the story keep being sharing with the others

the story make me cried

the story make my respect to you down to my foot

the story make me feeling down to come to office

i know myself very well

i know i'm big type of girl

but,

i remember one thing

i have Allah

He knows everything

hey you,

if you read this, 

i need to tell you something

i never cry about this since i'm kids

you know why?

because no ever one of my friend talking to me like that in front of me

i do not mind if they keep talking/ gossiping about my figure with my absence 

but please do not let me know

but please do not let me see, the others keep laughing on me

but please do not let the others make my figure as the contents of the stupidity joke